Last year, upon observing the puffy varicose veins on my legs, one of my grandkids pointed out that my skin looked like Lasagna. After studying it for a couple of seconds, I had to agree.
My veins are particularly gnarly and, if it’s hot and I’m on my feet, they’re really gross. I ignored them for all these years and, to protect the sensibilities of others, I mostly wore long pants.
On Monday, my new Day 3, the largest of the veins on my left leg had a knot. The doctor sent me to have an ultrasound and confirmed that I have two brand new blood clots. One was superficial and inconsequential, but a second in my calf was more concerning.
Apparently, blood clots of this type are combated with blood thinners, so they started me on a twice a day shot in my belly.
The next adventure was a result of a test finding that I have E-coli in my stool. Chances are good that I’ve carried the bacteria in my gut for many years and have been unaffected. (Remember me bragging about my superior gut strategy in the July 5 blog?)
The problem is that I am currently on a wing of a hospital that has a dozen other patients with severely compromised immune systems. They may not have E-coli, so to protect them, I am now in isolation. I am not allowed out of my room.
Fortunately, it’s a nice room. I have three windows, one of which is to the outside. I have a private bathroom with a shower. There are cabinets and drawers for my stuff and a pull-out chair/bed for Anita.
I brought a keyboard and my guitar. I haven’t played much, but yesterday I recorded the beginnings to a new song on my phone.
A new song? I’m so glad you asked!
Obviously, everyone is different, but my process is that, whether it is on the guitar or the piano, I’ll play chord progressions. Sometimes standard stuff and sometimes more elaborate. Every once in a while, something will catch my ear. Either I’ll start humming a melody against the chords, or the chords themselves will demand a replay.
Once there are a few measures of something, then it’s on. I start looking for the rest of the song. This is where artists can get a little weird. And, yes, I drink the cool-aid.
I’m trying to find the song, not write the song. I feel that it’s already there and it’s my job to ferret it out. I put the song together musically a piece at a time. Usually the verse starts the action. Then, we’ll need a chorus. Occasionally, there will be bridge.
During this process, I sing gobbledygook instead of words. Sometimes while singing gibberish, a theme or a story will present itself, but sometimes it’s a long and tortured road. I have songs from 40 years ago, that have never escaped this phase.
Anyway, this little ditty that sprang up, is now in the queue.
Back to the health thingy… Earlier, I mentioned some unforeseen complications, but otherwise things are really going well.
According to the lab reports, I am at the low point and I feel good. I sleep a lot, but all the dire warnings about nausea and mouth sores and flu symptoms have been avoided.
I am knocking on wood, knowing that I’m not done, but things are good!
Jay
Glad things are going well. Hugs to you and Anita. Will keep you in our prayers and thoughts. Jim and Lois
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Hang in there, big guy. write some songs. We are pulling for you.
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Jay, you must have something really special going for you. My prayers and best wishes. Richard
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Jay, it’s great to hear the good news! Just remember that hospitals are dangerous places, to be avoided when possible. Did your phone not make the trip with you? Let me know if I can do anything to help.
Mike
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I think it’s great that you have both keyboard and guitar close at hand so you can amuse yourself…priceless!
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I am so impressed by your ability to make the best of any situation. Can’t wait to hear the song.
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I’m glad you have such a creative mind. Writing is an excellent outlet! i really enjoy reading your blog but am sorry for any complications. I reread your December post talking to Kate yesterday. ..so amazing that they found the tumors. Love to you and Anita. Prayers! Cindy
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Think about you often. Sending happy, hopeful musings and fruitful lyrics!!! The sun still shines!
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Praise God! I’m praying for both of you! You’re a trooper Jay! Glad you brought your guitar! You escaped a serious situation. Sounds like you have good quality health care.
Love you,
Laura
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Stay strong Jay, seems like you are making the best of your situation. Please let Katie or I know if you or Anita need anything. Let me know what your meal of choice is and when you return back home we can bring over some good home cooking. I’m sure you are bummed not being outside, but just a reminder it’s 96 degrees outside and high humidity. Stay strong and know the Texans will be starting up just @ the corner!
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